Internet cafés aren't always the most reliable, so I'm attempting the email-post. This might be a new favored method in the future because I don't have to load a java application to type an entry.
We started getting intot he details of what we might be doing at our sites. We had an entire session, several actually, devoted to microfinance. I thought I wanted to devote my life to this and consider myself to have done a fair amount of research on the topic. But I've always been a little confused on exactly what people who are involved in microfinance actually do. Well, I'm finding out first-hand from some other volunteers.
This type of microfinance involves 3-hour hikes to surrounding villages, aldeas, and teaching basic math skills so people can calcuate interest and savings rates. If there is electricity, then it usually involves setting up complex Excel spreadsheets and training someone to use them. The "micro" picture of microfinance is certainly a lot smaller than I had anticipated. From the "macro" perspective, having read books like Banker to the Poor, it sounds awesome and inspiring and everyone wants to do it. But I've had some moments of reckoning with myself: Is this really what I want to devote myself to? It's a harsh reality for a lot of people, and probably not so harsh for me. But still, having my passions and desires faced with the long dirt road of reality has caused me pause.
Then I remind myself, none of us showed up to Peace Corps because we thought it would be easy. I know I certainly didn't. So what does it take - referring back to my previous post on how to live a good story - to finish a difficult task. I am a character. Who wants something. And I have to overcome an obstacle (or several) to get it. That's what makes a good story. However, I'm still determined that the price is worth it, so I'm going to continue to learn what I can and see how I can get involved with this industry at the grass-roots level. (Does that analogy still apply if there isn't very much grass around?). Despite the obstacles, the reality is that people need opportunities - not American apparrel, nor Nabisco Oreos, nor free food or aid money. Some people feel that America has all the solutions, or all the problems, depending on who you talk to. I am of the persuasion, however, that people hold these abilities within themselves and merely need the opportunities to realize them. We'll see how my opinion changes over the course of these 2 years, but as for now, that's the story.
Next week we move to a different site for another 7 weeks, so internet access will change. No telling what will happen, but I'll be sure to update when I can! Thanks for reading, and don't forget I love reading the comments perhaps more than you love reading my posts!
Peace Corps Volunteer, Honduras 2011-
International MBA Candidate,
Monterey Institute of International Studies
International MBA Candidate,
Monterey Institute of International Studies